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Jiaxin Rocks i love you. |
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Date:
Friday, January 29, 2010
Time:
9:48 AM
Wish my life end quickly without dying on purpose. - Want to shout out loud. Want someone who can listen to my problems. Want someone who understand my stand. Why cant I speak to someone. Why cant I pour everything out. Why I feel so bad. Why do I not know what to do, how to feel. I dont even know what I want, what I need. And here I am, talking rubbish. Just feel like talking non-stop, about everything. BUT, no, there isnt anyone there who knows. - Just listen, listen to my voice, my heartbeat, how I feel. Okay, thats crap, too. I'm selfish, so why do there should not be anyone listening to me. I should be listening. - I SHOULD BE LISTENING, STOP BEING SELFISH. - Sorry, I'm just talking to myself. But I want to write it down. Dont bother to read this. Dont need to take it to heart. I'm just writing crap which I dont even know what I'm writing about. Just not myself.
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